Keep going. No feeling is final.
Rainer Maria Rilke
tags & resources list:
Blue Monday, Annie Lee / Nejma, Nayyirah Waheed
pachliopta aristolochiae
get in bestie we’re trying out new things even though we’re scared
i do wonder what kind of a person i would have turned out to be, if instead of self-doubt, harsh criticism, shame, self-hate, someone would have poured the opposite into me.
self-trust, gentleness, kindness, self-love. who would i have become? and do i still have access to that potential?
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sometimes I forget how withdrawn and separate from the world and reality I actually am, and always have been.
fuck i completely forgot i need to curl up on my couch and scroll my phone for six hours. can we reschedule
good morning
I think i met an angel on the train
This older man moved my skirt aside and I absent-mindedly said "oh sorry" for being partially in his seat and he said "dont be sorry, this is new york" and then showed me all his poetry about observing the world and living as a restaurant worker during the pandemic and we talked about how i worked in a grocery store and as a bartender so i resonated with his work and he told me "i may never meet you again but it's nice to meet someone worth talking to. I might sound like a world class idiot sage, but you can't be afraid. That's no way to live. You have to trust your humanity." Then he shook my hand and got off the stop before me. Hello. Hello . Hello.
I could function in a society that had an actual nightlife that isn't synonymous with just clubbing. Where are the night markets what if I want to go to the library at midnight
it would be cool if knowing a behavior or thought pattern was irrational made you stop doing it